{"id":291698,"date":"2009-10-13T22:00:00","date_gmt":"2009-10-13T20:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.focolare.org\/having-hit-rock-bottom-i-decided-to-come-back-and-begin-again\/"},"modified":"2024-05-13T20:39:56","modified_gmt":"2024-05-13T18:39:56","slug":"having-hit-rock-bottom-i-decided-to-come-back-and-begin-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.focolare.org\/en\/having-hit-rock-bottom-i-decided-to-come-back-and-begin-again\/","title":{"rendered":"Having hit rock bottom, I decided to come back and begin again."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>I was born and grew up in a family that was always committed to  instilling<\/strong> within me the Christian values of respect and love for our  neighbor, without discrimination.  <strong>As a child I dedicated myself to live according to these  values:<\/strong> with my soccer team, at school, and with my friends, I always  tried to swim against the tide, that is to say, to not allow myself to be  dragged down by all that a consumer society offers; in fact, in Europe  materialism is predominant, what you have and your appearance count more than  what you are.  <strong>But at a certain moment of my life, the pleasures and the things of  this world made me lose my way<\/strong>. In reality, I sold myself to the world.  I wanted to know all that, until then, I had considered the easy way and, at the  same time, more empty. So I began a new phase of my life, where respect for  people and for God no longer had value.  <strong>I began to experience things that would satisfy me for a  moment<\/strong>, and immediately afterwards I would feel a great emptiness of  soul, an immense loneliness that left me feeling bad.  <strong>After being knocked to the ground more than once<\/strong>, I decided  to start over and return to my beginnings. To find again for myself those values  that were always present within me, even if buried under so many useless  things.  <strong>Now, in this community<\/strong> (the little town of <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mariapolis.org.ar\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">O&#8217;Higgins<\/a> in  Argentina)<strong> where I live with young people from all over the  world<\/strong>, I am having a very beautiful experience. I am discovering many  things that I didn&#8217;t know, thanks to the people who are around me. I discover in  my brother a way to grow, a mirror in which I see my reflection. I am searching  and finding pure love, without self-interest. A love that gives life to the  soul, without prejudices.  <strong>This love, that has its roots in the lived Gospel<\/strong>, helps me  break free from temporal things and it is a path toward true freedom, a path  that carries me to God together with my brothers.  (J. &#8211; Italia) <em>Testimony given at the &#8220;Fiesta de los Jovenes&#8221;, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mariapolis.org.ar\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">O&#8217;Higgins<\/a>, Argentina,  September 27, 2009<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A 20-year-old Italian young man finds the strength to persevere against all odds. He recounted his story in Argentina, at a meeting with hundreds of young people.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":34,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"give_campaign_id":0,"_seopress_robots_primary_cat":"","_seopress_titles_title":"","_seopress_titles_desc":"","_seopress_robots_index":"","_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[893],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-291698","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-focolare-worldwide-2"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.focolare.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/291698","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.focolare.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.focolare.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.focolare.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/34"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.focolare.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=291698"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.focolare.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/291698\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.focolare.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=291698"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.focolare.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=291698"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.focolare.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=291698"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}